BROKENwings

2006-07-18T20:08:00.000+08:00

I GOT FOOD POISONING PLEASE!
or so i think.
i went home during recess today.
so irritating.
don't feel like blogging.
:/

2006-07-16T10:55:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD I JUST TYPED A SUPER SUPER LONG ENTRY ABOUT YESTERDAY AND IT GOT DELETED!
STUPID.

i'm going to shorted my entry.
i don't want to waste my effort again.
went out with nat and gushie and esther and joy to escape yesterday.
joy kept screaming.
FUNNY please.
i felt sick halfway through.
skipped the aeroplane/yakult ride.
went to haunted house after that.
NOT SCARY OKAY.
compared to the first time.
the so called ghosts were ANNOYING please.
so went to pasir ris park after finishing all the rides.
joy left.
then met alex at pasir ris park.
then rode bikes.
doubles.
alex rode the single.
I FELL DOWN FROM THE SWING!!
and scraped my knee.
hahaha.
killed manymanymany ants with esther and alex after that,while watching nat and gushie play footie.
then,went home with an aching headache.
and slept straight after my shower.
how lazy right.

i coped this from nicole's blog

You Are 52% Lady

You're part lady, part modern woman.Etiquette is important to you, but you brush aside rules that are outdated or silly.

hahaha.
((:
i'm going to go watch tv noww.
: D

2006-07-14T19:15:00.000+08:00

went to watch pirates of the caribbean last night,and it was SAD.
and funny but more of sad?
i don't know.
but it rockedd.
((:
buti gothome at 1.30am?
and woke up at 5.30 for school.
TIRED OKAYY.
school was quite boring.
had some arts appreciation thing for assembly.
not too bad.
had lunch.
went for extra bad prac.
rather fun please.
nicole,hannah and me practiced with heart and voice.
then we joined with elizabeth and alex and played random songs.
haha.
damn funn.
that's today.
yeap.

pictures from piesta in the gardens performance that i took form tessa's blog.

me and hannah.and tessa on the door behind?

stupid chicken little

2006-07-11T20:24:00.000+08:00

today was the best day of my term three life.hahaha.
in school that is.
had FOUR periods o free lessons,that's two hours of nothing
hahaha.
then,after school.
BAND.
rocks.
australians came over.
they played,we played.
we combined,and i was LOST.
:/
but the girl in our section was REALLY SWEET.
and she talked whenever she could.
so nice right.
i loved it.
and they were all so responsive i feel like an idiot not to respond to mr tan just.
actually i do,but it comes out really soft.
:/
today was rocking lahh.
haha.

2006-07-10T19:13:00.000+08:00

i have a hell irritating computer okayyy.
i was writing this super long long long entry.
and my com just RESTARTED.
WTH right.

my msn is FINALLY workinggg!
YAY man.

YESTERDAY WAS HELL FUN OKAYY!
BOTANICAL GARDENS PERFORMANCE!
we should go perform in the botanical gardens more often!
hahaha
alex and tessa and i played WATERBOTTLE BALL!
that was funny.
and we kept doing the bollywood thing.
you know the tree,yeah that.
it was so so so fun.
but it was raining light all the way
so we were all wet.
a little.
HORNS SECTION!!i love my green tie please!!

and after the performance,tessa alex hannah and i went to newton to EAT.
we ate stingray!and kangkong!and a lot a lot a lot of chocolate.
and wasted quite a lot.
we started playing with the chocolate.
ah it was fun.
got home at ELEVEN!

todayy.
the australians came.
and this guy sat next to clarissa and me.
hannah put the chair there so that clarissa would talk but she didnt because the guy was facing the other side most of the time.
so me and clarissa kept talking and laughing non stop.
she just wouldn't stop making me laugh please!
hahaha.
uhhh i have a cravingggg for chocolate!!

OHOH when tessa and i went to buy ties on SATURDAY,i found a HORN chocolate!
ROCKS.

SEE SEE SEE!i bet it tastes damn nice too!

i saw the world's biggest chocolate on saturday too!

at PLAZA SING.

NICE RIGHT.can't really see.but it was DAMN NICEE!

the rest of the photos taken yesterday are with tessa.

will post it after she sends it to me.

going to TRY study now.

((:

2006-07-08T11:52:00.000+08:00

haven't posted in 156345 days.
not like i had time to SPARE for myself.
second week of school is NEARLY over.
andand, there is more and more homeworkeach day.
that sucks.
i can't remember what i did this week.
everyday after school, i'd come home,do my homework,eat,and sleep.
that's my typical weekday.
no time to watch teevee please!
but school's okayy.
but i didn't go down for recess the whole week,except YESTERDAY!
because 3/3 had recess too.
((:
things happened.
they got solved.
and everything's good.
i hope.

botanical garden performance tomorrow which means i have to finish my homework TODAY.
diedie.
my DEAR father,has NO bright coloured ties.
so i have to go buy one.
i want gold to match the band tee.
: D
but if i can't find one,
lime green's good.

no mood to blog alr.
:/
i'm going to go finish up homework so i can go get my TIE!

2006-07-03T20:08:00.000+08:00

i can't sign into my msn.
)):
it's more irritating that sad
i've been trying to study today so that i don't lag anymore
but there were WAY too many distractions.
but i did study okay.
a bit.
i couldn't go out.
that was the worst part
at least i had a book to read every time i felt like sleeping on my books.
and i don't feel like blogging right now
i can't stand to be online without being signed into msn.
:/

2006-06-29T22:18:00.000+08:00

i'm very very stressed already!
only the first week and i've been coming home at 7 plus everyday.
and i haven't been studying!!!
still haven't grasped the moles chapter.
and my tamil holiday hwk.
still nvr do!
damn stress okay.
then i keep sleeping early.
or i end up sleeping on my books.
i'll tell you the reason.
BECAUSE I WAKE UP AT 5 EVER MORNING.
if only there was a MUCH shorter way to school.
if not i just take one hour to and fro.
first week and the pile of homework has only been increasing.
not bad what.
going to go WORK.
and i dont think i'll be coming online that often anymore.
so no point coming to my blog to read anything.
)):

2006-06-25T12:37:00.000+08:00

i'm STRESSED because i haven't started my SS and elec lit homework.
DIE!
i have never managed to scrape a pass in my combined.
that's going to bring my O LEVEL results down BIG time okay!
)):
i wanted to try do it yesterday.
but i had no idea on how to use macromedia.
and i nearly fell asleep trying to do SS.
so i spent the day watching tv and using the computer.
and i had a splitting headache by the end of the day.
so i pretty much wasted my time.
i promised myself that i would catch up on my school work during the holidays.
sad to say,that never happened.)):
so i think i'm going to finish up my SS now.
and attempt lit later.
and i forgot all about MT.
not like i had the time to read THREE novels.
i took MORE than half an hour to read lets say about,8 pages?
and fell asleep after that.
school start tomorrow.
and i'm not READY to get scolding from VARIOUS teachers for VARIOUS things.)):
when they sec three is tough,they mean it.
)):
no time for relaxation.
i know if i do,i start lagging.
like i am now.
)):
i'm going to STRESS myself by doing SS.
how i WISH i loved SS.
)):

2006-06-23T20:11:00.000+08:00

WOKE UP AT 7 30 this morning to meet Tessa in school at 9 30.
but guess who WOKE up at 9 30.
so early what.
so we met at 10.
went to com lab.
and i found some interesting stuff about Twelfth Night.
saved it.
went for LUNCH at MAC.
then we saw this snail on the way.
we wrote our names in CHILLI AND TOMATO SAUCE at macs.
: D

TESSA!

MY NAME.
and when we were walking back to school,the snail we saw earlier,was SMASHED!

DISGUSTING RIGHT. URGHH.

so back to school for band.SECTIONALS.quite fun lahh.my mouth hurt like hell as usual.but sectionals were good.we managed to sort out a LOT of stuff.and i walked to the bus stop with DEAR NICOLE!haha.and we talked. and talked. haha. ((: so that was my day so far. and i'm going to do homework now!

2006-06-22T20:05:00.000+08:00

there are only a handful of things i did today.
i read a book in the morning before leaving for band.
and i read the same book on the way to school too.
so we had band.
i was dead tired before i could play with heart and voice.
that's one reason i hate doing chorales and scales.
they get me so tired i can't play properly after that.
so i had to squeeze out the high notes.
and as usual,didn't have lunch.
my stomach was grumbling after warm ups itself.
so that sucked.
and as usual,
during break,
there was some violence in the section.
:D
and i'm at home now,after eating UNFILLING food.
then read SOMEMORE!
i've been reading A LOT man.
i read the whole of yesterday.
and i read until 12 midnight.
and i read the whole of today that i wasn't in band.
not bad.
:D

2006-06-21T10:49:00.000+08:00

oh my god i was nearly in tears wheni woke up this morning.
i had a nightmare.
and it was scary.
i murdered someone.
and that was THE END to my dreams of becoming a pilot because i would be spending 75%,that is three quarters of my life,IN JAIL.
i would have already been dead.
:/
and i saw my parents disappointed, upset, helpsless faces.
and i started to cry.
in the dream of course.
it was scary.
this is the THIRD time i'm having such a nightmare.
and when i woke up,for all three times, i thought that i really DID murder someone.
the nightmare was just too real okay.
:/

so anyway;
yesterdaytuesday
had exchange with queenstown sec.
we exchanged warm ups and all that.
quite fun.
those in the queestown horns section were NICE.
most at least.
((:
and after that,i got LOADS of chocolate!
tessa gave me a rocher which NICOLE made me feel guily for.
nicole gave me THREE toblerones!
and hannah gave me a CRUNCH.
was it crunch?
oh well.
it sort of made up for the lunch i didn't have.
and i'm going to eat breakfast now.
BYE.

2006-06-19T22:34:00.000+08:00

i want to delete my blog because it's taking up too much of my time.
i know i don't blog all the time,but i come online all the time to see the tags.
and NONE.
hardly any.
so what the hell.
i don't think anyone reads the blog so this blog will go in a few days.
((:

2006-06-17T18:18:00.000+08:00

it's the last week of the holidays.
and half a year just flew by.
each year seems faster.
:/
one week left and a BIG pile of homework left to do.

english-haven't touched it.i'm not planning to do the groupwork.
tamil-not even ONE out of three novels.i've tried.
physics-i managed to finish it this morning.
chem-finished but i doubt any of them are right.
e maths-first thing i finished.
a maths-i was stuck half way through at a question for an hour. /:
e lit-macromedia thing.i don't know how to use macromedia.
geog-is there homework for geog?

how am i supposed to read THREE tamil novels and TWO english books which i heard were boring,in just seven days?die die.
don't feel like blogging already.

2006-06-15T23:34:00.000+08:00

I'M HOME AT LAST
after spending practically the whole day out.
from 8 in the morning,
to 6 in the evening,
i spent my time in getting to school and in school itself.
from 7 to 11,
i spent my time in getting to VCH to watch ACJC's concert,and at VCH itself.

had sectionals early in the morning.
flutes had sectionals too.
a certain someone named atalia had to splash water on me while i was doing my hair.
so imagine.
my uniform was wet.
and she left me her FAMOUS handprints on the back of my skirt.
and after sectionals,we went to farrer road market for lunch.
on the way there,atalia and ella kept trying to trip everyone.
and they were very successful.
we all ended up eating chicken rice.
went back for band after lunch.
nothing much.
atalia ella and tammy started banging my head with their fists.
pain like hell okay.
except that we got to play heart and voice in the last half an hour?
ohh my teeth hurt so bad.
so i RUSHED home.
and got ready in a RUSH.
and so i didn't eat lunch.
and my dad drove me to VCH.
was late to meet nicole because of the traffic jam.
to concert was,
i dunno.
good?
then rushed home because it was getting late.
and i had to walk a lot.
and to make things worse,
i was wearing heels,
and was very hungry.
and i reached home at 11.
and i'm stuffing myself with food right now.

i think i want to sleep now.
goodnight.
:D

2006-06-14T17:12:00.000+08:00

i'm finally blogging after like,weeks.
the "blogging mood" finally came back.

been keeping myself busy since the start of the week.
that's a good thing and a bad thing.
:/

monday
supposed to go for the leadership thing.
but i wanted to go swimming.
so i decided to go for the make-up one when school reopens.
i dunno when it is.
so i went swimming at about 11 at chevrons with my family.
excluding my sister.
so i went swimming.
for about two hours.
not that long.
but i ended up drinking quite a bit of swimming pool water.
it was disgusting.
after swimming, we got a drink,
and went home.
then i felt like playing pool.
so i went back to chevrons to play pool.
this time with the whole family.
and it was only one dollar per table for as long as you like.
that's the good thing about country clubs.
and i ate junk food
for dinner?
i had fries and chicken wings.
and shirley temple to drink.
haha.
and that was my dinner.
but i missed desperate housewives.
)):
damn i was so tired i just went to sleep the moment i got home.
that was monday.

tuesday
met nicole in school at 8.15 to take instruments back from sec fours.
not needed because the bandroom was OPEN because there was junior band.
but it was still worth it.
because i managed to finish my e maths homework.
then went up to bandroom at 9.
obviously too early to go for lunch.
so nicole and i cleared the horn cupboard.
A LOT of junk inside.
and now it's so clean,so organised.
but i bet you,within a month,
it will be all messy again.
alex cleared the flute cupboard but there was nothing much to do because her cupboard was already so organised.
she was done in less than five while we took more than half an hour.
and we got hungry organising and cleaning the cupboard.
so we went to eat chicken rice.
and oh my god my lips were practically burning after that because the chilli was so hot and the calamansi didn't help one bit.
it just made it worse.
so we went back to school and alex drank TWO packets o ribena.
the big one.
and i realised that my school badge dropped out.
and i couldn't find it.
so i got atalia to bring one for me.
life saver.
then band.
damn tiring.
my teeth we so pain after band.
went home.
then drove up to JB with the whole family, again.
the second time in less than a week.
so we drove up,and ate a pizza hut.
we got the same things that we usually get in singapore.
and a bit more.
and the price was half of how much we pay in singapore.
and that was TUESDAY.

wednesday
today.
nothing much.
watched tv.
did one PART of an a math question.
then i figured that i needed food to keep my brain going.
bad idea.
i ended up watching a movie after lunch.
then after that,sister wanted to make cookies without flour?
helped her.
went to shower.
came out.
cookies were burnt.
haha.
and i'm blogging now.
: D

thursday
rather busy day?
band at 1.
after band,
i have to rush home and get ready as fast as possible,
and be at VCH at about 7 to meet nicole.
then,ACJC concert.
okay it's not really busy.
just.
long?

friday
band.
HOMEWORK.
i've hardly started.
maybe i should do my e lit homework before band or smth.

saturday
run in the morning.
i keep postponing my run.
too lazy.
so after running,
HOMEWORK.
only a week left until school reopens.
a week left to complete the piles of homework i have.
damn.

sunday
i dunno.
go out with family?
or do my homework?
or watch tv and slack around.

this is my longest post yet.
: D

2006-06-11T17:44:00.000+08:00

i don't feel like blogging.

2006-06-04T10:41:00.000+08:00

i feel SICK.
my throat hurts.
my body aches like shit.
i feel stiff all over.
i have a blocked nose.
my stomach feels funny.
i feel like vomiting.
i can barely keep my eyes open.
and i don't know what to do.
i'm in absolutely NO mood to do homework.
i've been feeling irritated since this morning;
since the moment i woke up.
):
and i am very sick of staring at the computer screen
but i can't help it because i have to do research.
the one thing i really really HATE.

and i slept at 4 plus pm yesterday,
and woke up at 10 plus the same day.
then i watched tv a bit
and went to sleep at 12 plus.
then woke up this morning at 8.
maybe i've been feeling sick because i've been sleeping too much.
:/
i don't know what to do now.
but it's definately not doing research.
or staring at the computer screen.

2006-06-03T15:02:00.000+08:00

HULLO!
i am BACK from camp.
i don't know what to say about it.
everything that could go wrong,
went wrong.
you can say that it was in a way,
LUXURIOUS
we had to use the janitor's toilet right.
IT WAS AIR CONDITIONED!
what the hell right.
and there we soft seats inside.
and the showers we in SUPER GOOD condition okayy.
the place really WAS a country club.
i thought we were going to sleep somewhere NEAR the country club.
but no it was INSIDE it.

i hated the first day.
first thing.
I LOST MY ZIPLOCK BAG which had a WHOLE set of clothes in it.
the best clothes out of all the rest.
it went MISSING.
i took it out and put it behind me because i had to change.
then i turned around to put the rest back.
i turned back;
and it was there NO MORE.
)):

i suspect a certain SHE stole it because she wouldn't check whenever i asked her too.
IRRITATING
)):

second thing.
it was raining at night;
and the rain managed to seep through the tent.
so the tent was wet.
and so,my sleeping bag got WET and SMELLY!
and my socks got wet and smelly too.
because i had to carry the raft into the water.
:/
and they didn't dry at all so i had to wear wet socks home.

first day:
RAFTING
our raft was FINE before it went into the water.
but the moment it went into the water,
IT FELL APART.
so we just anyhow put it back.
we managed to get TWO people to sit on it.
the moment the other two got on,
it sunk.
haha.
ROCK CLIMBING
for the FIRST time,
i managed to climb to the TOP and ring the bell!
all but one person,
managed to do it.
((:
it was funn.

second day:
ARCHERY
it was fun like hell.
wasn't as hard as expected.
i actually had the strength to do it!
haha.
and i popped two balloons out of the three chances we had to pop balloons.
:D
but like zhen li said.
PURE LUCK.
FRISBEE
not so bad.
except that i couldn't run because my shoe's soles kept coming out.
well they half came out so i couldn't run after a while.
)):
KNOTS AND LASHING
we were damn tired after lunch.
so during knots and lashing,
we were just sitting there doing nothing when we were supposed to construct something.
so we came up with something in the last five mins.
not too bad for five mins.
KAYAKING
fun.
but wai jean and i didn't know how to reverse so we kept banging here and there.
and whenever we felt tired and stopped,
i would scream and we would continue because i would feel us slanting to one side.
:/
haha.
wai jean and i planned not to get wet but we all had to enter the water with our buoyancy vests and we got wet.
and FBTs aren't meant for water activities.

third day:
URBAN CHALLENGE
not too badd.
but we didn't get to present it!
that was just sad.
OUTDOOR COOKING
we managed to cook really good food!
everyone did their part.
the chicken was seriously the bestt.
our trainer didn't help much.
he kept doing things that didn't help.
he was UNPREPARED.
but overall,
our food was GOOD.
CAMPFIRE
like i said,everything that could go wrong,
went wrong.
it started to rain right before the campfire.
so campfire was in the CARPARK
and the fire,
was replaced by torches.
that wasn't good.
but anyway,
i screamed like shit okayyy.
i screamed whenever i could.
and i really think our performance was the BEST.
we had FUN,
AND it made everyone laugh.
so it was okayy.

fourth and final day(today) :
did nothing much.
area cleaning,
unpitched the tent,
nothing else actually.
yeapp.

and i'm going to sleep right now,because my eyelids are DAMN HEAVY.
((:

2006-05-28T19:08:00.000+08:00

this weekend has been,
quite uneventful.
as always.
but friday wasn't.
things happened.
and we cleaned our current classrooms.
and ms chang was so happy that the day she could finally walk through the classroom without a problem arrived.
haha.
since i did nothing eventful,i have nothing else to blog about.

2006-05-25T18:17:00.000+08:00

X-COUNTRY TODAY.
hell tiring.
and i had to go to the toilet but there was no time before we started.
so i had to control all the way.
haha
and my shoelaces kept untieing and i had to re-tie them each time.
and when i was running through the jungle part,
two baffoons from the indian gang in our level,
who happened to hate me for i dunno WHAT reason,
tried to overtake me whenever i overtook them.
then one of them fell while running AHEAD of me.
BIG BANG OKAYY.
and so i overtook them and went on.
HAHA.
nicole and i are BLISTER BUDS!
hahaha
we both got blisters.
((:
FEARON won overall for a change
YAY.
:D

so i went home,and that's when i realised,
i can be hell imotional.
i was watching this hindi movie
and i cried SO MANY TIMES.
well can't blame me.
the movie was DAMN SAD!
and it was the BEST MOVIE I HAVE EVER SEEN!
i don't think i'll ever get sick of the movie.
it'll be my lifetime FAVOURITE movie.
i guess it's a perfect example of true love.
(:
i can't get it off my head
it's just so touching
haha
well it is.

and after the movie
i started stuffing myself with food like i've been doing for the past few days.
maybe i really DO have worms in my stomach.
:/
i ate two helpings of rice for lunch
ate ice cream AND fries;
and i'm still hungry.
i have a NEW craving for FOOD.
:/
shall just stuff myself with food for dinner.
:D

2006-05-20T22:30:00.000+08:00

ANOTHER boring day.
i can't go out.
so,i stayed home
and decided to read a book.
but i fell asleep reading it.
and i slept for quite a long time.
and i just kept eating and eating.
i ate dinner twice.
within two hours?
and i think i ate lunch twice too.
i'll be surprised if i don't gain weight.
a LOT of weight.
and i've done no excercise.
so in short,i'm gonna die early.
my arteries or whatever are probably already half blocked with FATS.
:/

if i'm so bored over the weekend,
what am i gonna do during the june hols.

2006-05-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TESSA!
love you loads! :D

got back papers today,
and seriously,i didn't do too badly.
not as bad as i expected.
(:

i went to the budget airport with the old folks today.
and i had trouble communicating with them
because they all spoke chinese.
and they didn't seem to want to talk to us either.
then there was this old folk who wanted cold,sugar cane.
so naomi got him some.
then,when clarissa and i went,he wanted us to buy sugar cane.
again.
then i told him that he already had some.
well he understood a bit of english.
but he said nono,i want sugar cane.
cold sugar cane,with no ice.
wth right.
you want it cold,but you want it without ice.
how is it going to be cold,without ice?
and after he ate something,and drank two big cups of sugar cane,
he wanted satay.
damn that man has a BIG appetite.
(:
but he was kinda cute.
haha.
but he was fussy all the same.

so i went back to school,and went to macs.
and after that,the 186 took 45 mins to come.
so long okay.
so i reached home at 8 30.
wonderful right.

so i haven't done anything since then, until now.
((:
and since i have nothing else to do
i'm going to go sleep.
BYEBYE.
:D

2006-05-17T16:35:00.000+08:00

i have NOTHING to blog about
because i did NOTHING today.
how exciting.
and i'm sweating as though i just had PE under the hot sun.
that is how WARM it is.
and i'm getting mosquito bites.
save me

2006-05-15T20:36:00.000+08:00

had a long long day today.
went out with alex,tessa and hannah.
fun.
after eating SUSHI for lunch,we went to heeren.
then,went to watch the wild.
quite funny.
but damn short.
so after the movie,we went window shopping.
at far east.
and i realised,that tessa and me have QUITE similar taste in clothes.
haha.
so we just walked and walked,and i saw SO MANY nice tops.
but i was BROKE.
what the hell right.
so i'm going to start saving all my money,once school start aagain.
talking about school,i'm SO SCARED for my phy and chem.
i think i failed both.
or just passed.
just when i start to relax,i start worrying about my schoolwork,
ALL OVER AGAIN.
so gonna DIE.
crap.
i don't feel like typing alr.

2006-05-14T15:27:00.000+08:00

very irritable mood today.
stupid.
all i did this afternoon,
was sit in the car and WAIT.
how interesting rights?
then i went home and SLEPT.
for quite long.
that was how BORING it was okay.
and i went to suntec in the evening.
and i bought BEN & JERRY'S.
ohmygod i love ben and jerry's.
and i bought ROYCE for my mum since she loves it.
and now,i'm just BORED.
and sad i guess.
this has been a BAD day.

2006-05-13T18:11:00.000+08:00

today.
hell boring.
went out with my dad
but stayed in the car the whole time.
STUPID.
i got WET in the rain even though i used an umbrella.
so what's the point of an umbrella?
it prevents your HEAD from getting wet.
a file could do that.
irritating.
so if today was boring,there's nothing i can blog about.
: D

2006-05-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

HAHAS.
i finally have a blog?
hahs.
kinda funneh.
so yeah tessa helped me make it.
iloveher.
and alex.
and hannah.
they're CRAZY.
hahas.
i'm tired.
i'll blog TOMORROW.
if i still remember the password and username.
: D

blog

2006-05-12T23:28:00.000+08:00

MAI MAI I KNOW I ROCK FOR HELPING MAKE THE BLOG
TESSA ROCKS MAI'S WORLD
ASIDE FROM _______
HAHAHAHHAHAHAH
I LOVE YOU MAI !

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